I slept until 9:30ish which felt AMAZING. I haven’t slept in with nothing to do the next day since Thanksgiving-ish?? AND Jerry got out of work early, meaning he’s taking me gift card spending all day =)
Seriously, I have the BEST BOYFRIEND EVER - Tiffany’s bracelet and necklace, 32in flat screen TV, Longchamp bag, Marilyn Monroe figure…. Did this really just happen?? I have never felt so blessed to have an amazing family and loving boyfriend. By far, the best Christmas ever <3
It 100% easier to say that I don’t care about it, instead of listing 1million reasons why I do. Remember in high school when everyone hated you because of your evil bitchy attitude and backhanded comments? Because I do. These are not the people you waste energy on. These are not the people that you associate with. And they can continue to hate on you for no apparent reason and try to find ways of accusing and blaming you for things you’re not responsible for, but ultimately their lives will amount to nothing.
I’m lucky and I know this…but i’m not perfect and to say that something doesn’t bother me when it does is easier said than done. After today, I will not waste time with this because I am better that the behavior i’ve seen from these people and disassociating myself is healthier for all of us.
You think that after a certain age that people mentally “grow up” and the immature behavior (like having a sweaty, heavy thing, because calling her a girl wouldn’t come close? body check you at a bar) would stop…but it doesn’t. So unfortunate.
In the end, I’m trying to be the bigger person, but I won’t degrade myself in the process. If people treat me like shit behind my back, then don’t expect flattery. Its human nature and I sure have seen karma in action…
Here’s to living healthy and remaining happy. Sorry I can’t say the same for you.
“It doesn’t have to be on Valentine’s Day. It doesn’t have to be by the time you turn eighteen or thirty-three or fifty-nine. It doesn’t have to conform to whatever is usual. It doesn’t have to be kismet at once, or rhapsody by the third date. It just has to be. In time. In place. In spirit. It just has to be.”—David Levithan (via myquotelibrary)